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I wasn’t taught to speak what I think

But to judge,

Judge before I deliver

Judge whether the thing I am supposed to say

Matched with the idea of others

So, I had to read,

Read not only my mind but of others too

Read what their reactions could be

For I was said, not to say

The things that others don’t want to hear

Thus, I feared

Feared taking wrong decisions

Feared reaching out my emotions

Feared being laughed at

This fear I didn’t bring it from the womb

But the world instilled in me as a gift

That shall not leave me even in my tomb .